Let me hear you call my name.
LIQING
aka Qingqing. I am from NanHuahighschool class I am turning 16 soon. I am proud to be a member of SJABNHC. 40'07 squad. and NA'09 手牵手 一起走! You can contact me at sialiqing94@hotmail.com I ♥sweets. lollipops. chocolates. strawberry pokey. cheese related food. takoyaki balls. sushi. gummy bears ♥Winnie the pooh ♥My family and friends I can be really nice:D but when sth irritates me everything does. and i realise i have mood swings. what u see on the outside may not be the inside. Me wants.
I want to score well for Os and go to a nicee JC! I want to go to NUS!
I want loads of money to buy more clothes and new shoes:D
More than words.
Music.
You know you love me, too.
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
and i can still remember how scary it was... not like i wanna recall... juz that it kept appearing on my mind... cos my mind keeps telling me that the retest will be sonner or later... thus it seems that what happen that day will repeat itself again... waking up early in the morning... going to sch... and waiting for ur turn to be tested... i can seriously say that i have totally no confidence in the retest... or am i thinking too much??? cpr was hard... i could not let the chest rise... not even when i realised my mistake that i never tilt the head... i tried like how many times and it only succeed for 2 times... maybe i did not blow hard enough... ppl say we should not be afraid to fail... but i am... cos the consequences... that i must faced should not be as easy as u think... i still cant believe that after studying for like 1 mth for that BFA... and i failed... those who did the last min study actually pass!!??? well... maybe it is fated... cos i regret studying soo hard... my mum keep asking me to study... and i did cos i dun wan to fail... who wants btw??? and how did i actually noe that after studying like... i was juz preparing for juz 20 simple damn easy multiple choice ques? if i knew it was going to be like that!!! i wont have put in soo much effort which later comes out to be nth... cos u would realise if u nver study as hard... u can actually pass... i am feeling sick and tired... i feel like climbing to the top of the mountain and scream my head off... like mad... although it seems over... but it has'nt... i rather we keep retaking until we pass that fateful day... rather than retaking on the other... cos during this period before we retest... i knew it wasnt over... i wanted relaxx... and forget... and enjoy the rest of the holiday... but somehow... the kind of heavy burden on the shoulder is still there... i can still feel the stress... it is hard to relaxx at this point of time... if i fail again... what will happen??? retest again and again... it is okk to retest... it is juz that the fear accumulates... everytime you take it again... the dummy gives me... i dun feel like seeeing it again... nor 'saving' it... am i having a phobia of dummies...??? i feel like giving up... but i noe this should not be the end... it seems no use looking back... onli to look foward... |
Goodbye.
XIANGYUN
KYY
YUQIN
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